I’m a list keeper. I keep shopping lists, lists of books to read, lists of desserts I want to make, lists of writing topics, and my never-ending to-do list. Of all my lists, my favorite is one I’ve entitled “Things I Love” and it captures some of the things, from the silly to the sublime, that put a smile on my face. If you want to know what makes me happy, you can read my list here.
Looking back, I can’t recall why (or even when) I started this list. Remembering how crazed my work world used to be, I was likely attempting to bring a little contentment into my life. By reminding myself what truly brought me happiness, I could remember to appreciate these simple delights.
Christmas light displays didn’t make the list, but they’re a much-loved part of my holiday season. When I was little, my siblings and I would squeal from the station wagon’s back seat, “Pretty lights! Pretty lights!” whenever we’d drive by a festively lit house. As adults, we road trip to other neighborhoods – and other cities (Portland!?) in search of flamboyantly adorned holiday houses. If Jesus, Santa, Snoopy, AND a giant snow globe all make it into one tableau, our holiday is complete!
I’m thinking about Christmas light displays today because I’ve had a request to bake a few treats for a neighborhood holiday light stroll next month – a request I happily accepted. These sticky, spicy gingerbread cupcakes are my first contibution, adapted from Gramercy Tavern’s Gingerbread. My coworker, John, took a bite and said, “This is dangerous.” He then took a second bite and said, “This is really dangerous.” By his third bite, the cupcake was gone. Others agreed.
Sticky Gingerbread Cupcakes with Salted Caramel Cream Cheese Frosting
Dangerously sticky, spicy, not-too-sweet cupcakes topped with lashings of cream cheese frosting, salted caramel and candied walnuts.
- 1 cup Guinness Stout
- 1 cup dark molasses
- ½ teaspoon baking soda
- 2 cups all-purpose flour
- 1 ½ teaspoons baking powder
- 2 Tablespoons ground ginger
- 1 teaspoon ground cinnamon
- ¼ teaspoon ground cloves
- ¼ teaspoon ground nutmeg
- ⅛ teaspoon ground cardamom
- 3 large eggs
- 1 cup brown sugar
- 1 cup granulated sugar
- ¾ cup vegetable oil
Salted Caramel Cream Cheese Frosting
- 16 ounces cream cheese, chilled
- ½ cup unsalted butter, softened
- 3 ½ cups confectioners’ sugar
- ⅓ cup good quality salted caramel, plus more for drizzling (It’s worth making your own!)
- 24 candied walnuts
- Preheat oven to 350°F. Line 24 muffin tins. Bring stout and molasses to a boil in a large saucepan and remove from heat. Whisk in baking soda, and then cool to room temperature.
- Sift together flour, baking powder, and spices in a large bowl. Whisk together eggs and sugars. Whisk in oil, then molasses mixture. Add to flour mixture and whisk until just combined.
- Fill muffin tins ¾ full and rap pan sharply on counter to eliminate air bubbles. Bake in middle of oven until a tester comes out with just a few moist crumbs adhering, about 25 minutes. Cool completely.
- To make frosting: In a large bowl, beat the cream cheese and butter together on medium-high speed until smooth, about 2 minutes. Add the confectioners’ sugar and salted caramel. Beat on low speed for 30 seconds, then increase to high speed and beat for 3 minutes until creamy. If frosting is too soft, refrigerate for 15 minutes before piping.
- Frost cupcakes, drizzle with additional salted caramel, and garnish with a candied walnut.
I’ve been enjoying more than my fair share of ice cream these last few scorching days of summer – I’m up to a 3-scoop per week habit. Some of the goodness I’ve recently been devouring inspired the flavors in this tart – chocolate, peanut butter, and salted caramel (oh my!).
“Are you a Pastry Chef?”
A simple question, and one I’ve been faced with before, yet the usual self-effacing, rambling answer once again tumbles from my lips…
“No, not really. I make my living as an event planner, although I am, technically, a classically trained, non-practicing chef…but not a pastry chef. Pastry is my passion, but I’ve never gone to Pastry School, although I’d like to eventually. Baking is a hobby.” Ramble, ramble, ramble.
Why is it so difficult for me to acknowledge my merit, embrace my abilities and just answer, “Yes. Yes I am.”
And here, my friend, is the proof.
Chocolate Peanut Butter Salted Caramel Tart
A silky combination of dark chocolate, peanuts, and buttery salted caramel.
- 10-oz package shortbread cookies, such as Lorna Doone
- ¼ teaspoon salt
- 1 stick (½ cup) unsalted butter, melted and cooled
- 1 cup heavy whipping cream
- 1 cup salted butter caramel, plus more for garnish (I use David Lebovitz’s version)
- 4 large egg yolks
- 4 oz. bittersweet chocolate, at least 60% cocoa, chopped
- ⅓ cup (rounded) peanut butter (not natural peanut butter, which will separate)
- ½ cup roasted salted peanuts, chopped, plus more for garnish
- Sweetened whipped cream, for garnish
- Make shortbread crust: Preheat oven to 350 F. In the bowl of a food processor, pulse shortbread cookies and salt into crumbs. Add melted butter and pulse until mixture resembles wet sand. Press crumbs along bottom and up sides of a 9” tart pan. Bake for 15 minutes or until golden. Cool.
- Make filling: In a medium saucepan, bring heavy whipping cream and salted butter caramel to simmer – don’t boil. In a medium bowl, whisk egg yolks and then slowly whisk cream mixture into yolks, tempering to avoid curdling eggs. Return mixture to saucepan and cook over medium heat, whisking constantly until temperature registers 170 degrees. Remove from heat and whisk in chocolate and then peanut butter until melted.
- Sprinkle cooled crust with roasted salted peanuts. Pour filling through a sieve over peanuts. Chill, uncovered, until set, at least 2 hours. Garnish with sweetened whipped cream, drizzled caramel and peanuts. Chill until ready to serve.
The first time I prepared a British summer pudding, the final result was…well, I guess it came out resembling exactly what it was – white sandwich bread, made florescent pink and soggy with fruit juice and mushy berries.
The result was underwhelming. It was just…um…bad.
The recipe went in the trash bin and I didn’t think upon summer pudding again. Thanks, but no thanks.
These last few weeks, I’ve been staring at a package of Italian savoiardi cookies left over from my limoncello tiramisu recipe. I’ve been trying to decide how to best use them (soak them in rum syrup and use them in place of Nilla wafers in banana pudding? Yes please!), when I remembered summer pudding. Savoiardi’s, or ladyfingers’, sole purpose, in my opinion, is to soak up liquid and, lord knows, they taste a hell of a lot better than crust-less Wonder bread. Perhaps this is what was needed to elevate the pud to something worthwhile. And with that idea, and eight cups of summer berries, Italian Summer Pudding was born.
Italian Summer Pudding
A refreshing use of Summer’s bounty of fresh berries.
- 8 cups mixed fresh berries (sliced strawberries, raspberries, blueberries, and blackberries)
- ½ cup granulated sugar
- ½ teaspoon lemon zest
- 2 T. orange liqueur (such as Triple Sec)
- 20-24 ladyfinger cookies (Savoiardi)
- Freshly whipped cream
- Cook berries, sugar and zest in large saucepan over medium heat, stirring occasionally, until berries release their juice and sugar has dissolved, about 6-8 minutes. Remove from heat and stir in orange liqueur. Drain fruit, reserving juice and fruit separately and cool slightly.
- While berries are cooling, line a 9 x 5-inch loaf pan with plastic wrap. Briefly soak ladyfingers in berry juice and tightly line loaf pan with a single layer, trimming them to fit, if needed.
- Spread ½ of cooked berries on ladyfingers. Repeat with another layer of soaked ladyfingers, berries, and ladyfingers (when you’re done, you should have 3 layers of ladyfingers and 2 layers of berries). Drizzle a few spoonfuls of remaining juice over top layer to ensure everything is well soaked, cover with plastic wrap, and weigh with a plate or dish and heavy cans. Refrigerate at least 8 and up to 48 hours.
- Remove weights and plastic wrap. To unmold, invert onto serving platter. Lift off loaf pan and remove plastic wrap. Garnish with freshly whipped cream and serve.
She types ‘goodbye’ on the keyboard. The word, its meaning so resolute, looks ambiguous on her screen. She’s written that word before – not once, not twice, but by her tally, there’s been six of these goodbyes over the years. She’s weary of it. Like a smoker saying ‘I quit’ yet again, she wonders if this time it will stick.
She grabs a few lemons from the basket on the counter. What she needs now is a distraction, a recipe to cure.
This recipe was adapted from Lidia Bastianich’s Tiramisu Al Limoncello.
A refreshingly tart tiramisu studded with fresh raspberries makes an elegant finish to an Italian dinner.
- 3 large eggs
- 4 teaspoons lemon zest
- 6 Tablespoons lemon juice
- ½ cup sugar, divided
- ¾ cup limoncello liqueur, divided
- ½ cup water
- 8 oz. mascarpone, room temperature
- 24 Italian savioardi (lady’s fingers), or more if needed
- Fresh raspberries
- Make zabaglione: Separate the eggs and place the yolks in the top of a double-boiler. Add 2 Tablespoons sugar and ¼ cup limoncello. Simmer water in bottom of double-boiler while whisking yolk mixture constantly for about 8 minutes or until it thickens enough to form a ribbon on the top of the zabaglione. Remove top pan from double boiler and cool.
- Make soaking syrup: In a small saucepan, combine 1 teaspoon lemon zest, all the lemon juice, ¼ cup sugar, ½ cup limoncello, and water. Bring to a boil and cook for about 5 minutes to evaporate the alcohol. Set syrup aside.
- Make mascarpone layer: In a large bowl, stir together mascarpone and remaining lemon zest until light and fluffy.
- In the bowl of an electric mixer, whip egg whites, adding remaining 2 Tablespoons sugar slowly until whites hold moderately stiff peaks.
- Fold cooled zabaglione into mascarpone in 3 additions, keeping as much air in the zabaglione as possible. Similarly, add the egg whites in 3 additions, keeping as much air in the whites as possible.
- Assemble: Pour the cooled soaking syrup in a shallow pan. Briefly roll the savioardi in the syrup and place in the bottom of an 8×8” square pan. Arrange ladyfingers in tight rows, filling the bottom of the pan completely. You may need to trim the ladyfingers to fit. You should be able to fit about 12 cookies in the bottom of the pan.
- Scoop half the mascarpone cream onto the ladyfingers and smooth. Dip and arrange a second layer of ladyfingers on top of the mascarpone cream and cover with another layer of mascarpone cream.
- Cover with plastic wrap and refrigerate at least 6 hours and up to two days to allow flavors to meld and tiramisu to firm up. Decorate with fresh raspberries and serve.
This recipe was inspired by a chatty office worker and his bitchy co-worker (me).
Five cubicles away, the conversation was getting louder, but then the conversation always seems loud when she’s trying to focus. She isn’t very good with noise, even background office noise, even after 11 months, even though he’s her friend. That’s why she’s in the far corner, tucked away from the rest of them, or that’s what she tells herself anyway. She stuffs earbuds in her ears and re-reads paragraph 5 of the contract.
Twenty minutes later, she pulls Chopin from her ears to find she can still hear him talking and her words just slips out, “Don’t you ever shut up?!” His saucer-sized eyes stare back at her, his mouth agape. She meant it as a gentle jab, but perhaps her irritation was too near the surface.
They’re joking about it soon enough – her caustic comment. She might have just the solution to her problem. Could she make a dessert to shut him up? He calls it “Shut your Piehole” pie. What filling could she use? Peanut butter, of course, that culinary sealer of loose lips and wagging tongues.
With that as her impetus, she creates Shut your Piehole Peanut Butter Pie.
This recipe doesn’t use a premade crust, Cool Whip® or packaged vanilla pudding, because she has the time and inclination to bake from scratch. Her only “cheat,” such that it is, is using a box of graham crackers rather than making her own (She doesn’t have THAT much time).
Peanut Butter Silk Pie
A fluffy peanut butter layer and fudgy chocolate layer all wrapped in a cinnamon graham cracker crust. They only thing you’ll say is mmm…
- 1 ½ cups graham cracker crumbs, about 9 whole graham crackers
- ¼ cup packed brown sugar
- ½ teaspoon cinnamon
- ⅛ teaspoon salt
- 7 tablespoons unsalted butter, melted
- 1 ⅓ cups heavy whipping cream, divided
- 5 oz. bittersweet chocolate
- 2 Tablespoons corn syrup
- ¾ cup creamy peanut butter
- 4 ounces cream cheese
- ⅓ cup sweetened condensed milk
- Lightly sweetened whipped cream (for garnish)
- Candied peanuts or shaved chocolate (for garnish)
- In the bowl of a food processor, whirl graham crackers to crumbs. Pour in a medium bowl and stir in brown sugar, cinnamon and salt with a fork. Add melted butter and stir until the mixture resembles the texture of wet sand.
- Press the mixture on the bottom and up the sides of a 9” pie plate, using a glass or the bottom of a measuring cup to firmly press the crust into the plate. Place the crust in the freezer to chill and firm up.
- Combine ⅓ cup whipping cream, bittersweet chocolate and corn syrup in a small microwavable bowl. Microwave at 30 second intervals, stirring in between, until chocolate is melted (about 60 seconds total). Pour and smooth ganache over crust and return to the freezer.
- In the bowl of the food process, combine peanut butter, cream cheese and sweetened condensed milk. Whirl until smooth. Add remaining 1cup heavy cream and process until the mixture is light and fluffy, 1-2 minutes. Spread the peanut butter mixture over the top of the ganache layer, cover and refrigerate for at least 2 hours. Garnish with sweetened whipped cream, grated chocolate and candied peanuts. Remove from refrigerator 10-15 minutes before serving. Take a big bite and shut your mouth.