Classic Grilled Cheese Sandwich

Classic Grilled Cheese Sandwich

Classic Grilled Cheese Sandwich

With my non-stop travel schedule, I’ve learned some rules for airport dining – Rule #1: those pre-packaged airport sandwiches should be avoided whenever possible. They range from soggy and insipid to rock hard and dry, with not much in between. The lettuce, usually green leaf, is wilted, the chicken overcooked, and the dry bread is usually lacking any spread. Last weekend, and to my surprise, I grabbed a noteworthy sandwich from La Provence Café at LAX. The sandwich itself was simple enough – a baguettini stratified with sliced turkey breast, sautéed mushrooms, brie cheese and a few red onions – and it was more than satisfying. The cashier asked me if I’d like it warmed up; I declined since consumption was sure to be hours away, but heated, with the ripe brie oozing and comingling with mushrooms and fresh bread would surely have been divine. I couldn’t help but think it would have only been improved with a thin veil of arugula pistou.

In honor of my little turkey-brie sandwich that got me through a 6.5 hour flight, I have decided to dedicate the next few posts to the humble sandwich.

The Ultimate Classic Grilled Cheese Sandwich
Inspired by Cowgirl Creamery Cooks
Makes 1 Sandwich

1 oz cream cheese
1.5 oz white cheddar, grated
1.5 oz fontina cheese, grated
2 slices crusty sourdough bread
unsalted butter room temperature

Combine all three cheeses. Generously top one slice of bread with all of cheese mixture and cover with other slice.  Butter both sides of sandwich and place in a preheated cast-iron skillet set on medium.  Cook slowly (low and slow is key) until golden brown underneath, flip with a fish spatula and cook other side.  Cheese should ooze out and create brown crispy side bits and bread should be crisp and golden.

Alternative
Replace cheddar with mild blue cheese, replace sourdough with cranberry walnut bread.  Add Dijon mustard and caramelized onions and green apples – messy and rich!

Eat a Sandwich

I seem to have turned a sudden corner. Since Thursday, I’ve been feeling okay – not zip-a-dee-do-dah happy, but not pining and crying over love lost either.  There are stretches of time when I’m not even thinking about him, although there’s still stretches of time when I do, but these times see shorter…and not as sad.  I’m not constantly thinking I see his car on the freeway (a silver Altima – do you KNOW how many of those fucking cars are out there?  I do!)  Of course,  I’m waiting for the other shoe to drop – thinking it’s a phase and I’ll be back to my old sad-sack self some morning.  Perhaps my depression has turned into manic-depression and I’m beginning my manic phase.  God, I hope not!

So, what happened to make this change?  I honestly don’t know.  My Psychiatrist thinks the Wellbutrin finally kicked in.  My Therapist thinks it has something to do with my newly landscaped backyard (not a euphemism – I just landscaped my backyard on Wednesday) and/or the fact that I connected my feelings of “unwanted-ness” from my father to my feelings of “unwanted-ness” from my ex.  I, personally, think it’s because I ate a sandwich.

Days since I’ve contacted my ex: 62 (4 days to go!!)

Days since I’ve searched for my ex: 14 (Long road on this one)

What I’m grateful for:  my beautiful newly-landscaped backyard