I’m not there yet

I wish I was big enough to say “I hope you’re happy. I hope you find what you’re looking for. Go in peace and let’s be friends.”    I’m not that evolved.  Really, I hope you are miserable.  I hope you regret what you did to me.  I hope you feel small. I hope you realize what a fool you’ve been and that you made a huge mistake.  I hope all of your friends and family tell you that, too.  I hope you are suffering even a tenth of what I’m going through.  I hope you miss me and I hope your weekends suck as much as mine.