I’ve been told that I need to close the chapter of my life that included him. It may not have a sufficient ending, like an unfinished Franz Kafka story, but I must move on regardless.
So, I turn the page and I stare at a blank piece of paper. What can I say about the protagonist? She’s emotionally beaten and bruised, weary from her struggles (wary as well). Cynical? Yes, but there is a little glimmer of hope that sparks within her still.
What does she do next? The online dating appears to be going nowhere. She receives emails almost every day but, the men that seem to have fallen for her live on another coast – or even in another country. The men that seem mutually compatible fizzle out before the first date. The ones she sees and say, “maybe perhaps,” don’t respond to her emails.
She needs a diversion. But what? Her work, right now, is as disheartening as her love life. And her hobbies bore her. And her friendships are close to nil. What is her next step? How does she move on?