Today’s Musings:
“Hush, hush, keep it down now, voices carry…” – Aimee Mann
My subconscious, whispering in my ear, played that loop over and over. How foolish I was to disregard the implications.
I will not be silenced.
Siblings, secreting our history, provide a whitewashed version.
I will not be silenced.
Lovers, patronizingly deciding they know better, advise me not to post it.
I will not be silenced.
Confidants, with murky glimpses of my tale, admonish me for whom I tell.
I will not be silenced.
Childhood memories, keenly recall the consequences of talking back.
I will not be silenced.
I will speak my truth, I will write my story, I will shout at the top of my lungs, because, finally, whether you choose to believe me or not, I will not be silenced.
Today’s Recipe:
New Year’s Mulled Wine

I’ve been making mulled wine for years, but my family declared this particular recipe “the best” ever.
Ingredients
- 2 cups apple juice
- ½ cup sugar
- 1 orange, thinly sliced
- 1 lemon, thinly sliced
- 24 whole allspice berries
- 12 whole cloves
- 3 cinnamon sticks, broken in half
- 2 whole star anise pods
- 1 bottle dry red wine
Directions
- Combine apple juice, sugar, orange, lemon and spices in a medium pot. Simmer until sugar has dissolved and spices have steeped, about 15 minutes. Do not boil.
- Add wine and heat until hot.
- Pour through a small sieve into mugs with an orange slice or cinnamon stick in each.