Today, I’ve completed scouring my blog of all that may appall or offend those who think they “really know” me. In the beginning, in 2008, my blog was a journal of my raw, uncensored thoughts and feelings. Nothing was off limits –my entire chaotic life and ugly thoughts were blog fodder. Over the years, and without realizing it, my posts have morphed into a sort of food blog – light on what’s happening in my head and heavy on what’s going in mouth –or burning in my kitchen.
This metamorphosis left me in a quandary. Because this blog was entirely uncensored, those who knew me best were not permitted to read it – boyfriends were unaware it existed, friends and family warned to stay away. After much indecision, I’ve decided to share my blog in its new food-centric form, veneered into a friend- and-family-friendly version. Sadly, this meant hiding the more shocking bits from my readers. It’s heartbreaking to tuck away 6 ½ years of writing somewhere unreachable.
My plans aren’t to write just another food blog – there are hundreds already out there, better written and with finer photographs than anything I could produce. This is a portrait of my life’s messy ordeals and triumphs, narrated through my kitchen exploits – the bastard child of Bridget Jones and Anthony Bourdain – in print. Watch me test life’s recipes in search of contentment while simultaneously attempting those for the ultimate butterkuchen, covered with shards of sugar crust.
German Butter Cake
**adapted from a recipe of unknown origin
75 g sugar
150 g melted unsalted butter
140 g all-purpose flour
2 teaspoon baking powder
1/2 teaspoon almond extract
100 ml whole milk
75 g unsalted butter
75 g sugar
1,5 tablespoon all-purpose flour
1 tablespoon whole milk
Preheat oven to 350 degrees. Butter and sugar an 8” square pan. Whisk sugar and eggs until thick and pale. Combine flour, baking powder and salt. Add Almond extract to milk. Mix butter into sugar and eggs. Add half of the milk an, half of the flour- mixture and combine. Add the remaining milk and flour and stir. Pour into pan and cook for 15-20 minutes until the center is just set.
Meanwhile make the topping: Place all ingredients in to a pan and let come to boil. Take the half-baked cake out of the oven, spread the topping on the cake and bake until a skewer inserted in the middle of the cake comes out clean and the topping is golden, 15-20 minutes longer.
Stumbled across this when I was researching Anthony Bordain…I’d bet two bits your family and friends read everything, there are no secrets on the internet…and then there’s the way back machine that archives everything. Bordain would never have “tucked away” the shocking bits, that’s what makes him Bordain…
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Thanks for the email –I wrote that post over two years ago and your comment is a kick in the pants reminder about what I envisioned for this blog. I’ve been struggling lately with my writing, which I’ve felt has become stale and insipid. Currently, it’s neither Bridget Jones nor Tony Bourdain. I agree that Bourdain is the real, naked, gritty truth – although I wonder if he’s selective about the topics he reveals. He may tell us the dirty details about his drug use, but how much does he share about his marriage/divorce/re-marriage or the deepest ugly thoughts in his head. I’ll tell my readers all about my most recent bikini wax, but I felt my inner circle didn’t need to know about a pocket of deep depression I survived – or some of the truly awful things I’ve thought about other people. But, you’re right, my blog could benefit with a bit more naked truth!
It’s a great blog. I enjoyed Julie and Julia and you’ve got some great tips! Keep it up! And thanks for writing. PS I think Anthony slipping a bit as his episode on Cuba was so weak!