I’m having a Facebook dilemma.  A majority of my FB friends are friends with me because of him.  While I did un-friend him almost immediately, I did not do so with his friends.  I like these people (whether or not I will ever see them again) and I don’t want them thinking I’ve no need for them anymore just because he dumped me.

The problem is that I have a clear insight into his life through his friends’ posts.  I see his responses to comments, I see photos of him at his shows (looking really good),  I see photos of him at art galleries and invites for him to a wedding WE should have attended.

Part of me is curious (I won’t deny it) – that “searching” part that doesn’t want to let go of him and our lifestyle. But then, when I see him or something about him, my heart sinks.   I know what I have to do:

I need to block their posts.  I need to block their posts.  I need to block their posts.

STATS:

Days since I’ve contacted my ex:  25

Days since I’ve searched for my ex:  5

What I’m grateful for:  The readers of this blog that continue to offer me support and encouragement.  Thank you – I hear your words!