I’m having a Facebook dilemma. A majority of my FB friends are friends with me because of him. While I did un-friend him almost immediately, I did not do so with his friends. I like these people (whether or not I will ever see them again) and I don’t want them thinking I’ve no need for them anymore just because he dumped me.
The problem is that I have a clear insight into his life through his friends’ posts. I see his responses to comments, I see photos of him at his shows (looking really good), I see photos of him at art galleries and invites for him to a wedding WE should have attended.
Part of me is curious (I won’t deny it) – that “searching” part that doesn’t want to let go of him and our lifestyle. But then, when I see him or something about him, my heart sinks. I know what I have to do:
I need to block their posts. I need to block their posts. I need to block their posts.
Days since I’ve contacted my ex: 25
Days since I’ve searched for my ex: 5
What I’m grateful for: The readers of this blog that continue to offer me support and encouragement. Thank you – I hear your words!