What the hell has happened to me? I feel like shit today. I’ve fallen off the wagon once again – work has been crazy and I’m not taking care of myself. As I write this, I have a huge headache on the left side of my head, I slept wrong last night and pulled a muscle in my shoulder, my skin looks like crap and I’m lethargic. It serves me right – yoga seems to have fallen off my schedule yet again, I’m working ridiculous hours and I’ve been putting the most egregious things in my mouth. Yesterday, for example, I had a mid-morning snack of bread pudding (gifts from a vendor), a carnitas burrito lunch (love my piggy) and a few handfuls of girl scout thin mints and Hershey’s kisses – all washed down with two tall lattes. Yuck.
I know better than this – and it pisses me off that I can’t seem to pull myself together.
Sometimes you have to let yourself go in order to have something to come back to.
I tell myself this crap all the time. hee hee!