I consider myself a fairly levelheaded individual. It’s because of this sensibility that I’m painfully aware that I’m completely nuts.
I claim to want something (an active dating life) and go through the motions to obtain the object of my wanting (an online personal ad) only to sabotage myself from completion (flake!).
I flaked on The Beav this weekend.
I want – and yet I don’t want. What’s the purpose of this continual self-sabotage?